I loop the drums, something loosened up
Sloppy sounding like the loop is drunk
I’m sober as a mug though, who’d a thunk?
Fighting lucifer, like “why you losing bruh?”
I guess the Jesus on my other shoulder is diesel
And the dark lord feels intimidated
Like a five-year-old holding onto Hulk Hogan (sigh)
Damn that last bit of paraphrasing got me very angry
Exasperated, this is not a statement
It’s just emotion, I’m close to vacant
Numb - that’s what they want
These greedy fucks got enough, I must hold onto some
This years been rough beyond social injustice
Lost some people I loved,
Gained a new sufferance..
Ask D.T.S. bout that ANX
That flush feeling all on my face
Faster and faster goes the heart rate..
Sort of like I’m waiting for the shrooms to hit,
But I ain’t doing shit..
There’s no peak, it’s all bleak
And it gets worse before it exits room,
sense of doom impending soon
Then the storm dies down..
But the clouds still loom
And I know it’s only a matter of time
So I’m trying to outrun the gloom
And these headaches have been strange too
Asked my doc if it’s a brain tumor
If I’m misinformed you can blame google
‘Cuz everything can be linked to a brain tumor..
And he said.. “Umm, let’s hold off on the MRI,
There’s no red flags, you can walk in a line,
And plus, you might not like what it finds” (what does that mean?)
“I’m not saying it’s not in your future,
but first let’s try drugs and some acupuncture”
Man this shits rad, thanks Thirty
I wonder what’s the plan for my next birthday..