1. |
Ken Grieffey Jr.
02:32
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You should be here
No Raphael Saadiq, D'angelo
Why attempt to eulogize the intangible
Our language was magical
Triangular pedestal
It's all so random
It's all so maddening
It's all so minuscule
So unfathomable
Dying cells (we are)
Lying to ourselves
Snuffing out a light I rely on
Like night-night but I just pile on
Pile on, pile on the grief
The uncertainty
As I'm circling the worry
Spiraling
You deserve better
I deserve better
We deserve no pain
And the nerves, the brain
The nervous system, and the suffering
it's all with us
But you're not here
You're not here
I was watching you
I was watching you disappear
So in the name of
In the name of...
Ghosts please give mercy
Cuz this grief won't
I'm bursting
And this guilt might just...
I might just merk me
If I was right you were hurting
If was right, it's still wrong
Marking off our days inside the cages that we've built
This consciousness a tether to the rage that slowly wilts
Towards the end it was just gentle, our relationship distilled
Down to patience and a grace our younger age never revealed
But it was one of patient and caregiver by then
Giving it my all against the buzzer in a game I'd never win
Told myself I'd feel relief
We tell ourselves crazy things
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2. |
A True Leash
02:36
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Before my friend was dying
My pen was flying
I've been too silent
Not that what’s needed is more noise
Within me there’s more void
I’m screaming in
Nothing emits
Want to drink a fifth and leak a wrist
Probably start smiling
When the liquor meets my lips
It's been a while, welcome home
Oblivion the only real heaven I’ve known
Past lives, or maybe 8 of a cat's nine
Now every night I leave a plate of hope out
That when I wake a cleared one's what I’ll scope out
But there’s more withering than thriving going on
And I’ve been holding on
Though rationalizing the other option's a constant
Tossed in this spin cycle
Dodging nothing
Can hear the hospice humming
Remember there’s hotlines before the off-ramp
But if I don’t choose one,
Then one’ll choose me
A true leash
I seen it subdue beasts
And isolate ’em more than two weeks, ooh wee
I’ve seen curiosity kill the -
I've seen time kill the curiosity and ferocity
When you young, you turnt to full velocity
Might make a costly decision
When the now possessive like apostrophe
I’ve made it past that age
My friend is in his final stages
We both oscillating
Between numb and succumbing
None of us young and each of us suffering
Okay, update
Mercy killed my friend
16
Like verse been killing them
I'd eat my words until the end
If I could just reverse the trend
Standing on the other side of open eyes I euthanized
In which I once projected more that what was healthy I surmise
Got me questioning
What’s too late, what’s too soon
What’s humane, what’s for who
And how an instant can let trauma mix the session
Delay feedback on 100
Decay of the 'verb stretch through every second
All I can say is this shit bangs
Into new reality
We all going through something
fuck you judging one’s normality
I haven’t checked my socials since the day we failed Uvalde
I don’t care how you feel about it
It’s all look at me, look at me
Energy and empathy
Drain like pool of expertise
Collective brain hemorrhaging
I don’t need this shit
I need my friend, he needed me
I did what needed to be done
It's done but done is incomplete
RIP
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3. |
Falling Away
04:55
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Miles dark
Off in it I can hear coyotes bark
And howl under silent stars
Not guided by them
Much as I am taunted
Running the gauntlet
Sun starts to rise
On the walls red from
Iron oxides
Cash me outside
How did I get here?
Let’s philosophize
Standing on fossils
And fossils tell time
Not talking watches
Deposits of lime
I am in awesomeness
Mostly sublime
Hunger creeps in and the homesickness pines
I just keep going 'cuz going's the line
From point A to point B where hope still resides
Out in society, all of its size
I can be someone with something that drives
I can just blend in if I need to hide
But out here there’s creatures evolved more than I
The venom, the teeth
And those claws and those eyes
From a vantage point, element of surprise
Endless cover from behind which to strike
Behind that brush could be a brush with death
I do not trust the shrubs I intersect
Ankles stinging from rocks shifting when stepped on
Time melts, each hour drips into next
Falling away
Falling away
Falling away
Falling away
Falling away
Falling away
not all of it though not all the way
Aye how fresh are those tracks
I hoped about mine someday they would ask
This is a different use of those semantics
Sizable imprint, evoking a panic
I can’t do nothing but keep on this path
No Peeping a map
It's not an option
I was not issued one
I know topography perilous when it’s front of me
In this case surrounding me
Grandness in pano
This majesty bountifully
Provided by you tell me?
Determine empirically
You have the time
Away from distractions and noise of your kind
Cries and their crimes
You’ve been victimized
Inflicted harm too
Rationalized
Stole rations and lied
while being lied to by those designated to lead
What to believe
Who to trust
Authority truly nuts
Compassion what will save us
Complacency what keeps shut
Access to what we need
Access to what we need
Don’t listen to me
I'm on drugs
I’m just on this mountain peak
Yesterday it was green
Before that it was aspen trees
Now it’s the color of heat
I keep walking
Falling away
Falling away
Falling away
Falling away
Falling away
Falling away
Falling away, not all the way
I still remember
I still remember
I can do better
I can do better
All I know is I can't keep quiet
All I know is I can't keep quiet
All I know is I'm not fixed
All I know is I'm not fixed
All I know is I can't keep quiet
And that's progress
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4. |
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One million dead
No recount
No one to online dox 'em
No flags draped on pine boxes
The line - crossed it
Irreversible change climate costs
Activists facing federal charges
Others self-immolate
Barely mentioned in the news
Well they sell my data
And sell me existential doom
This the day and age of post-information
Fact and fiction all the same
All that matters is we swimming in the stream
Surf the net was their catchphrase in the 90s
Now we drown in rising sea levels,
These waves might be tidal
To engage suicidal, homi, geno
maybe all prefixes are applicable
All I know's I’d blow my three wishes statistical
As much as I’d like to flex like Bezos' ex on 'em
With my opps I need options
Muskets with bayonets on 'em
Barely keep it civil, drunken drivel
Got my good will shrunk and shriveled
In the event my net worth triples
That might be 3 middle fingers
That’s right - I’m balling and copping extra appendages
And instruments to build a wall of sound
without no entrances
maybe there’s only room for me to seek refuge as the refuse swells
As well as the temperatures
I know, adjust the attitude
Blah blah, platitudes, gratitude
I'm in a bad mood because the planet moved
I felt that
Empath who had respect for what you had as food
Tears ain’t tatted, but you can’t remove
Permanence impervious
In service to the worthless
Should mean I’m helping the destitute
Not making art everyday that can only be accessed by few
Only to be assessed in the context
Of here’s another small bean trying
Fuck that, you should call me giant
I’ve seen so many grow so tall
Only to fall so violent
Meanwhile I keep working like a 70s appliance
What’s the science
Y’all only know how to follow these days
Led in bad faith, and the slaughter awaits
CEOs own the senators
If you’re lucky they’ll bankroll creative endeavors
So your 15 million merits can be cashed out
To cast your seething critiques on the very system
That paid to bring your vision to fruition (They have some notes)
Handsome quotes
Turn activists
To lavish hosts
Mansion owners
talking trauma over charcuterie
G W Bush on a naval ship
mission accomplished banner
Pat yourselves on the back while making neolib pockets fatter
They go on to make the cages fuller
Sell you slogans like the talking matters
How many BLM signs in the yard
Of not in my backyarders
You should pay me what you’d pay for Harvard
I’ll redistribute it locally
Shift your point of view globally
With these bars penned as
Your ludovico center
You will see what is needed to feel worse, thus meaning better
Nasty bits of ultra violence
cultures silenced and erased
dissent posted, please revise it posthaste
Your Editor in chief keeps real friendly with the state
At the kiln while it spinning
Swayze hands behind the shape
New discourse out the gate devolving at an ever faster rate
Maybe it’s CIA or corporate co-opting
Social media soap boxing
So often they speaking out of depth for clout
I’m guilty of it too, logged in to accounts
I wish I wasn’t
Wish I was still just lurking on okayplayer forums
Not even signed in, soaking up game and decorum
Didn’t need to take any lorem ipsum up
Nothing to fret like Gibson
I wanted insight and wisdom
Knew I knew nothing
13, so self-aware
Self-conscious
In front of the class, face red as my hair
Wanted to disappear
Got pretty damn close
Parents pretty damn scared
Counselors doing the most
Had me sent away for repairs
But I couldn’t stay away from impaired
Could’ve been a good time for a hook
Cry me Chinook
if you're still along for the ride
Have every right to be shook
I'm unhinged like a swat team busting thru the door
Off shitty intel and a no knock warrant
Get to blasting like Frank Reynolds
In how the gang gets porous
Oxymoron's police gang enforcement
Notice how we can't defund just fund vague reforms
That do nothing but pay 'em more
Buy 'em more arms than some nations warring
Currently
Worriedly
Hurriedly
Hurtling thru space
On a burning thing
While you party harder
With you phone out to film the murders the purge will bring
It’s not one day or forever, just whenever herd convene
Guns, cars, booze
Freedom screaming fuck y’all’s rules
Wait now it’s screaming something unintelligible
What’s that? Call an ambulance?
Active shooter drills are normal
But we gotta get these kids unmasked
Florida says this isn’t math
If trans youth are more than twice as likely to attempt suicide as cisgendered
And that rate is cut in half with support from community members
How many lives could be saved without the bigoted agendas
The exclusionary ideologies, policies rendered
But y’all only value life at its most abstract and least autonomous
Once out the womb you control, it’s just food for beast economies
The machine chews and leaks our arteries
An elite few will complete their dominance
Gasps from the audience
Y’all weren’t paying attention as the wealth gap grew astronomical?
Slash tragic, comical
Slash Axl combo
Welcome to the jungle
We a dave and busters
Full of rapey hustlers
I don’t endorse
Guess I’m on high horse like Kacey Musgraves
In most cases
I don’t fuck with sapiens
Still want them to be happy and safe
Just stay the fuck away
This for your benefit
As well as mine
Selfish mind
Product of the hellish times
Opposite of Ellis island
Give me your stuffed full, energized and filthy rich
They’ll stay wide awake as I hunt them through the wilderness
cramping as they run
I’m laughing this is fun
Wait I’m not done
You made it this far, gold star
This should probably get better soon
They take you to the club for 2 minutes
I’ve got you in a suspended loop
Until you're over analyzing your every move
Determining what changes you need to make for time to resume
This ain't a story of your redemption
The world's stuck, your no exception
Your faith might get you tax exemption
But otherwise its just reinforcing
Individualist solutions for collectivist dilemmas
Crises that affect us all
Whether Christ or Allah
That you pray too
Aye dude -
You do you
I’ll be stabbing dolls
To see if voodoo true
if a billionaire starts bleeding then
Ooh ooh ooh
Think these politicians had it bad
When dude threw shoe
Now I’m stomping on them like a box when the flap's too glued
I turn one dimensional thinkers into flat smooth goop
Cowards get twin towered
Oh is that too soon?
Why can I still hear y’all from your canceled rooms?
Crying the wolf of tyranny
Cuz a piece of cloth between you coughing air on me is
Too much for your apparently
I’d waterboard you merrily
I’m mirroring the parodies
Satirizing the serious
Brain soup
USA - bring spoon
Don’t need to show vaccine proof
It’s easy unless you not white and cis
Then your best bets to assimilate with the most fascist elements
We have to offer, do it proper
You could be a token you at the RNC
Do a podcast with Marjorie
Funny farm indeed
Sackler zombies
Used to wear Abercrombie
Now they calculate how much fentanyl's fatal and try to act accordingly
Shoot up to that HBO max, euphorically
Stupid
They can’t see I’m working with a labrinth like Rue did
Every step prudent
Out is not necessarily an improvement
I’m not trapped I’m moving
You still staring at the blueprint
I’ll build a step if I want higher but the edibles should do it
One day I’d like to take dabs with my homie Graves again
Rock another northwest stage again
There might be shroom dispensaries out there soon
And I see that as a major win
Capitalism aside
Yo I'm trying to fly thru this shit alien
I still remember the night I made Fog on the Shore
Think it was the end of 2004
I was starting to come down but was up a few hours before
Smoke & Simple had capes on, we were walking in Forest Grove
Thru Cemeteries, parks and parking lots
Immersed in it like aquanauts
The onset, thought I was about to conversate with God
And die with full consciousness
It’s from the earth, it’s an awesome gift
And your heart will beat like Hawkins did
I remember feeling like my stomach was turning inside out
My dick was on some turtle shit
I did too much, was sure of it
Then got to the otherside to where I felt no human urges quit
Cigarettes for a few hours and all my thoughts were pure and shit
When I started wanting nicotine again
And could explain myself
We sampled what had earlier had us bound by spell
Salad fingers in a dimly lit basement
A place of intrigue, yea
300,000 times, you say the same thing
I’m not sure why it's that number but it don’t mean a thing
And you will never be as genius as my G Thndrthf
But keep trying
I like to think a futile effort builds character
While homies in his own metaverse game where he builds characters
You were living in the future always
I’m still pressing cassettes and damn...
Illmacs out here pushing NFTs with Method Man and Timbo
And I just figured out how to sync the tempo
But now I can send clock and volts per octave, let your friends know
Patchy like the facial hair my cheek has failed containing but
What doesn’t make it better is the trichotillomania
A freak befell your radius
Seek shelter at the stadium
I’m unapologetic
You what seltzer is too flavor
A suggestion at best
I’m blessed
I possess a lot of zest
You might disagree
You might not think I’m dynamic enough,
You might prefer me random as fuck
You might wish that I was more like YEAT
I grew up one suburb over when Auto-Tune was just Believe
Cher reference
Trying to keep my people streaming
Like a shared Netflix
At hotels I send my wife down to get their breakfast
Not an early riser
I keep the blinds at their tensest
If you got a spare deathwish
I can sit you on the couch
For hours that no daredevil
Would try and slouch until
Your spine is a corner
Shaping sines and
Writing rhymes on a phone
That picks up words and look...
I don’t know the notes app privacy policy
I don't read the terms I agree with, neither do you
You’re not sure what that means as far as consent in the age of Me Too
Me too
All I know is I can’t leave the screen, glued
I know what it’s gonna do
I'm still about to watch like Ring 2
Still about to watch, I need to
I could tell you a Hollywood story, yea E-True
I’ve turned down things that have turned others igloo
I’ve stopped using what others still fiend to
I’m still here, looking crazy like Joaquin do
Except I’m really rapping in this documentary
The mic running, picking up what your not meant to see
The process isn’t always for the gram
And I don’t really twitch so I don’t need a steady cam
fam.. FAM
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5. |
Pulitzer
05:56
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Self indulgent Pulitzer
Bullets out the pores
No Forbes in the waiting room
My therapist unmoored
Something stored under floor boards
Loudly striking chords
Signals from another realm
Can’t help but to absorb
Like EMF, FML
Keep scanning through that FM dial
Got a refresh of what death entails
Think I’ll try to stick around
Gods laughing at those plans
I’m glad to see one of these jokes land
Netflix special coming when the punchline isn’t woke fans
Dammit ain’t this tiresome
Always starving though they feed us well
This petri dish a Eden where amoebas breath and eat themselves
I don’t believe beneath is hell
No theology degree
Just all the things I see
I’ll leap to fill conclusions
That don’t need much help
Like I do,
Gemini reacting to stimuli
Many lights, choices off this menu size
Paralyzing plenitude
Xanadu planet rock
Granite ruins
Don’t know what you got
Granted you
Are not Janet
Not even sample of Joni
Even with these voices I’m lonely
In the zone, zoning
This ain't zen, it's fear and loathing
Might find a sunken stash of jewels
In acid tab induced plundering
Free will is an illusion
Like bandersnatch, who’s jumping?
I been detached, loose junk
With some benefactor
Scattered across the globe
Not fame & Fortune, just a modified goal
You know, lowered expectations
My social life’s a Poltergeist
Got some kinfolk that’s Ann Coulter white
Yikes
Me & my DNA share unsightly traits
Beliefs are night and day
Every holiday is shrouded by malaise
keep it light, we’ll good thing we all ablaze, I would say
Bright side if there’s any, you’ll see what this wall contains
Writings in Aramaic
translated
Dare I say it,
Unleash a curse like
Ancient pathogens in the ice that’s melting
Disoriented? I felt it too
Things seem off
We need to talk
Nobody’s listening
Endless funds for bombs and cops
While the doomsday clock’s ticking
Let me off this gravitron
My lunch is missing, guts are twisted
Crazy thing’s collectively, we could halt this vessel in an instant
You remember when they burned the 3rd precinct
Influencers dispersed think pieces
Conservative derps clutched pearls
At the mere thought of a world where murder decreases
Your favorite content creators feigned solidarity
Don’t follow the dollars too carefully
You might not care for where they care to be
Hobnobbing with the rare elite
You’d swear a miracle was needed
Praying to the private sector is a terrible idea
Under the rug swept up, ‘merican procedure
Erasure Amnesia
Two party system just a stage for the theater
Take me to your leader
I might Wilkes Booth ‘em
Freed slaves, built prisons so we still looting
Communities of real humans
Getting gerrymandered by a fucking cartoonist
Shit’s ghoulish
It’s Waves waves waves,
Are you just tuning in now?
Oh? Oh?
Are you already tuned out?
Waves waves waves,
Are you just tuning in now?
Oh
You already tuned out?
I denote
Truth in a rhyme I wrote
Tied to a finite rope
Redundant, like hoping I find hope
When the only thing saved is an iPhone note
Looking for a way out
Dannamora
Can’t afford to not spend another day out
So I’m digging this escape route
Hope you dig it too..
That’s a lesser priority
Before cordially inviting you, I need to reach there first
Make sure I’m not just leading you into a secured hearse
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6. |
Ellen Farewell Season
03:57
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7. |
One Day Wool
07:46
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I’ve penned many a theme song
And the tone has changed thru the seasons
I’m renewed
Picked up again
Aren’t you
Happy?
Happy?
I’ll show you
What Happy is
And so much more
It’s not your just bored
It’s so much more
Escape - here’s an
Open door
Get high, make love
Let it slow absorb
What we going so fast for?
I ask for me
But
one day aye wool see
one day aye wool see
one day aye wool see
Until then make your.. peace
one day aye wool see
one day aye wool see
one day aye wool see
Until then make your peace
Peace, Please (I hope you can)
And I don’t have the answers
Hand me the keys and I'mma crash her
Reckon it’s not what you wanted but
It’s a matter of intent in my eyes
I just wanted what’s best for all of us
Not some of us
Cuz those odds are fucked
Then I remember we buy stocks, crypto and lotto numbers
I just watched fights on Twitter for, shit I don’t know how long
Is this hell?
I blocked the channel but here’s another one
Damn ain’t we sick, throwing these fits
When the poverty strict
And the tools for survival just
Commodities
Shipped
To make those who own property richer
Wait
I own property, cringe
Problematic
Product of privilege
I mean low end of the spectrum
Survival of the fittest
Wish I had that kind of confide-ence
But one day aye wool see
Was that convincing?
Should I go get or get going
Should I go get or get going
Should I go get or get going
I don’t like where this going
Should I go get or get going
Should I go get or get going
Should I go get or get going
I don’t like where this going
I’m not an activist I know
What I can’t resist I know
I give back but could be more
I feel bad but same time grateful
I mourn for those who are still breathing
What’s a normal amount of grieving
Love that I have for you isn’t easy yo
The attachment is squeezing
Outside bullets are wizzing by
People are wheezing
They’re not even hyping up the waves no more
They just let it rip throughout the labor sources
Any more lockdowns and we could face a shortage..
of CEO bonuses
Could you imagine?
How could mankind proceed?
Now they say a new pox dropping, wish this was 93
Make it make sense again
Get us all back on track
All we do is react react react react react react
but one day wool
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The brainchild of veteran emcee/producer IAME (Sandpeople, Oldominion, Jade Relics), Wool See is a one-man-band cranking out heady, experimental hip hop & indie pop from Vermont's Northeast Kingdom.
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